So tomorrow is infusion 3 of 4 of AC. The past few days has been good overall. Obviously not because of the heat, but i have been able to actually eat some really good food. My brother and sister-in-law made potato salad (awesome!!!), dad made his first chocolate cake (yummy!), Jasons chef salad, and caprese salad, pancakes from ihop, and baked potatoes! i know that the next week to 10 days will be filled with popsicles and jello, so it made these past meals all the more enjoyable!
i am a bit anxious. According to my research, this is like the pinnacle of infusions. -i will have the most chemo build up in my system so far,
-at some point my wbc will be dropping again,
-my current issues with neuropathy, balance, and fatigue will get worse before it gets better.
There is good news..
-The God of the Universe, who has gone ahead of me on this journey, has already taken care of all our concerns.
-the med rotation this past round has keep my SE more stable, so i can continue to build on that this round.
-there is only one more after this! And then, God willing, chemo will be done!!! In time to celebrate dad’s 90th birthday!
Please pray for the issues listed above, and strength and wisdom for dad. i know there is more to this journey than physically fixing cancer. God has been working on us in so many ways. You know that your priorities will probably change when you have a major detour like this. You have expectations. But God is surprising me far beyond anything i can even describe. sometimes daily. sometimes hourly. i pray that these blessings He has bestowed, is also overflowing into your lives as well.
God’s Got This! And He has you too.
